Choices

Sometimes we are faced with decisions that are too big for us to make. They tug at our heart strings, make us question what we value most, and pull other people in to the same sticky mess. It's amazing how much more you notice every detail of the present when an entire future is at stake. I notice people, how long it takes me to ride to work, how perfect it smells. Why didn't I notice that before? Everything has changed. Im moving towards this undecided decision in a race car wishing I was driving a half way broken down VW bus. I have no idea what's gonna happen, or what the hell I'm going to do, so for now I will turn on Sex and The City and hope to find something more inspiring than, "how much will you be making?" "I'm not going with you." or "But it's Texas."

Sometimes we need to stop analyzing the past. Stop planning the future. Stop figuring out precisely how we feel. Stop deciding exactly what we want, and just see what happens. -Carrie